sweet words in 1/4th century

The longest sweetest birthday words for me:

God gave a gift to the world when you were born-
a person who loves, who cares, who sees a person's need and fils it,
who encourages and lifts people up,
who spends energy on other rather than himself,
someone who touches each life he enters,
and makes a difference in the world,
because ripples of kindness flow outward
as each person you have touched,
touches others.
You are special treasure
for all that you've done.
May the love u have showhn to others return to you, multiplied.
I wish u the happiest of birthdays,
and many, many more,
so that others have time to appreciate you
as much as i do :)



enclose by this prayer:

Dear God,
i pray so that You bless him this year...
as much and even more that You did last year
give him enough trial to make him stronger
yet enough wisdom ad happiness coz i love to see his smile and words
i thank You so much for all the year that he passed
as a human, he may have all plans
all dreams
and all hopes
as a friend, i pray to You to make it comes true
but even more,
i pray let YOUR plan be beyond it
Thank You so much for letting me be his friend :)
so proud of him
Amen

by: a very good friend of mine (bole nulis nama ga bagi yg ngrasa nulis ini? hehehe)

what a sweet words.. sweet prayer..
she sees me more (waaaayy mooreeee, wayy bigger)
than i see me myself
there are a lot of things i have to chase to achieve such words
Let God be my guide

thanks for this
i thank God for having a very very great friend like you

GBU


ada tambahan:
satu buah karya indah nan manis dari seorang gadis manis :)
(actually it's her punishment for being late give me the "happy birthday" hahahaha)

here it is:

I barely know this friend
we met only once or twice
but he left a good impression
one that hardly to be forgotten

now that it's his birthday
belated-though,
I am wishing this special friend
a sweet blessed year ahead
for him to be succeed
in everything he does
for him to reach his dreams
and live his colorful life to the fullest

happy birthday Aditya
the juwetboy
it's a mark of precious:
friends that get along in the heart forever :)

From
Emmy Chen

thanks ya emm... and you do left a very good impression to me too...
keep writing and keep being blessing to others



ada satu lagi dari seorang sister
yg berpetualang ke spore, a sweet prayer that blessed me, here it is:

"A prayer in ur special day"

I know..
Everyday is such a special day
And today is another special day God has made for you..

Though it might be special in ur own way
He has prepared this day specially for you.

I pray that the wisdom of God flow abundantly in ur life
I pray that from the wisdom u get,will born a lot a great dreams, God's dreams
I pray that He will give you the best strategy to achieve that dreams

We love you bro
And will support you in prayers and loves.
God will bless u abundantly exceedengly more than u have ever expexted

Happy Birthday once more

Amen

thanks cesop, sopit, the sipit sophia hehehehe
after give me the funny card with a drawing of me, u give me this prayer
thanks a lot.
GBU :)

1/4 abad

today is my birthday...
so much wishes come to my phones, fb, twiter...
thanks for all d wishes

i reckon this as my grief bday...yet most faithfull bday i ever had

2 weeks ago, i got news that my daddy got an ache in his eye. he sees a little shadow in his left eye. But i dont think it's serious cos he said that it was under controlled

honestly i was thinking "hey, it's the eye man.. dont take it lightly"

and the peak of the bad news came a week ago.. My aunty, daddy's youngest sister, who lives in Jakarta told me to push my dad to take more serious treatment to his eye.

(btw cape ya ngmng enggresan.. back to campursari aja ya hahaa)

Aunty bilang kalo mertuanya bosnya ngalamin hal serupa bbrp bulan lalu. dan ditunggu2 jadinya malah ngrembet ke mata sebelah satunya... dan parahnya pas di bawa ke spore, it was too late. her right eye ga tertolong. skrg uda buta sblah.

WHAAT?
sparah itukah?

Bad thoughts and worries came to my mind... "my poor daddy, uda ga punya tangan satu- click here to read the story of this arm things - masak kudu sampe ga punya mata satu jg?? )
sketika itu juga aku narik pikiran burukku
ga
aku punya Tuhan, aku punya iman
aku harus percaya nothing bad happens
(kalopun terjadi, ada rencana yg JAAAUUUUH lebi besar tersedia buat kami)

pas telepon papa, dia bilang o gapapa udah ngering
wait...
let me tell you the pnyakit.

pembuluh darah mata kiri papa sobek dan akirnya darah yg ada menutupi penglihatannya. dari luar ga kliatan karena darahnya masuk ke jelly mata (disebut vitreus). Yang jadi bikin bahaya ialah this vitreus mlekat erat ama retina. di kasus papa darah itu kudu ngendap dulu supaya bisa difoto dan diketahui sumber bocornya. Kalo ida ktauan akan bisa dilasik.

abis dia bilang uda mulai ngering aku sdikit lega...
eeeh tapi tb2 hari selasa lalu.. he called me, and ask "ti.. kamu isa jemput papa ga besok d bandara.. trus anterin papa ke dokter hari kamis"

tanpa pikir panjang aku lgsng mengiyakan
smua janji aku cancel ato aku serahin ke dennis.

ternyata tb2 pandangan papa yg tadinya tertutup sebagian kecil skarang udah hampir 2/3nya ketutup. dia jd cukup panik dan ngambil kputusan utk menerima tawaran my aunty ke jkt. (untungnya my aunty dengan sigap daftarin utk bisa check hari kamis di klinik mata nusantara)

kamis pun tiba, aku anterin, aku ikuti dia masuk ke stiap ruangan dmana dia diperiksa...
aku dengerin smua pnjelasan dokter..
aku check ke google apa itu vitrektomi, apa itu vitreus, knapa itu terjadi...

kesimpulannya ga ada penyebab khusus. ini smua emang gen orang Asia. Pemicunya adalah tekanan darah tinggi, diabet, ato angkat tll berat

papa emang ounya tkanan darah tinggi tp sbnernya udah under controlled. brarti masalahnya tingga di angkat2 berat.. karena spulang papa dari dkter d sby ke jbr yg ptama kali itu, ban mobilnya bocor.. dia dengan sigap mendongkrak mobil dengan satu tangannya... udah nunduk, use a lot of power pula.. itu yg nybabin pendarahannya melebar

untungnya pndarahan masi jauh dari pusat penglihatan.

alt2 slain ditunggu pengendapan ialah dengan operasi untuk mbersihin vitreus itu. dengan gitu dapat difoto dan dketahui sumber bocornya.

masalahnya lagiii... Dr. yg kita percaya bagus itu baru bisa dtg februari. dia lagi di luar negri (he's one of top four dokter mata d dunia)

akirnya kita cari alternatif laen, dngan tanya ke bosnya aunty.. dia rekomen untuk segera ditangani drpd telat... dia bahkan nyuruh ponakannya yg udah ngerti banget ama spore dan perdokteran dsana untuk nemeni papa. (mgkn dia ga pengen kecolongan kayak mertuanya itu)

stlah melalui perbincangan dan musyawarah via telepon dengan kluarga besar akirnya diputuskan utk brgkt ke spore..
yep Today is his flight.

jam 2 aku hrs jmput dia di rmah aunty and anter dia ke airport. aku ga bisa anter dia.. satu krn aku ga punya paspor, dua aku ga tll berguna dsana. so my aunty and ponakan bos lah yg akan nganter papa.

khawatir? takut? kasihan? sedih?
off course i felt it.. but i learn worry and sadness never make anything better.
i learn to have faith.. i learn to think the positive way..
then i tried to find what positive things happen?
satu hal yg kulihat, koko dr papa sempet ga mau nyapa papa, intinya dia smpet musuhin papa. dengan adanya ini dia bersedia untuk rembug, bahkan ikutan untuk mikir the best option.. hmmm.. apa lagi ya? mgkn blum kliatan tp aku yakin pasti ada sesuatu yg baik di depan sana..

krn aku percaya Tuhan berjanji slalu nemeni kita dalam keadaan apapun. and he promised that everything is good.
bukan brarti Dia berjanji hari akan slalu cerah, tapi Dia berjanji apapun yg terjadi Dia slalu berada di sisi kita.

It's time to focus on His promises, not on the problems...


hmmm baru aja aku siap bersuka dengan menetapkan hari ini as Juwt day, the day everyone should feel joy, hahahaha narcis bangeet hahaha

i got bad news again

Cikyen, my good sister,(bukan cie cie kandung si< but she's like my real sister to me)... bbrp mggu lalu ngasi kabar dia positif hamil.
Pagi ini, dia sms slamat ulangtahun disertai "km ga jadi punya ponakan han, aku keguguran. bayinya meninggal"

what a sad news...

hmmm

once again i learned to hav faith

i believe it is not the Blackest birthday
i believe it is the most faithfull birthday

so dont worry...
have faith and keep the joy

Let's face it and walk through His beautifull path

Have a joyfull juwtday everyone
:)

GBU