I will remember it no more

Once i've been told about somenone secret story...

kata gaul nya orang sini sih di curhati....

ada kbiasaan membubuhkan kata ini "Jangan bilang sapa sapa ya.. bneran lho... ini rahasia...." ato kalo ngga diakhiri dengan kata ini "Udah aaah... forget what i told u before"

usually i set myself to really really not remember it..

pernah kejadian

abis crita panjang si temenku bilang udah ah lupain aja aku prnah crita ini... trus 5 mnit kmudian dia mgkn masi jengkel ato gimana... kmbali lah ke topik smula... dan karena aku uda decide not to remember it... (first) i prtend, "hah... apaan si? kamu ngkng apaan ya? ngga ngerti deh aku" just to make sure that i decided to forget it. hahahaha... dan biasanya itu berhasil karena ktika brikutnya dia crita aku suka bner bner lupa hahahahaha......

then last night in the church, sermon of Ps. Sydney, reminds me of How Good our Father is.ada banyak hal yg bisa mbuat kita brhenti menyembah Tuhan. and the top 3 answers of his twitter question about this (the reason why u stop worhipping) is: Guilt and shame, circumastances, complacency.

Nah yg pengen takbahas sih ttg satu poin d Guilt and shame.

guilt and shame always brada di alam pikiran kita... muter muter ga jelas.. mnuduh... padahal.... Tuhan ga mngingat itu sama sekali. The BUKTI is Yeremia 31:34, ".... dan Aku akan mengampuni dosa mereka dan tidak lagi MENGINGAT dosa mereka" di english version disebutin "I will remember it NO MORE"

Tuhan, ga lupa.. Tuhan kok lupaaaa.. ya ngga laaah.. Tuhan kita itu ngga bodoh. when u back to Him, mngakui dosa, meminta maaf... Tuhan mengampuni dan MEMUTUSKAN UNTUK TIDAK MENGINGATnya kembali...

misalkan gini,

kita tau kita salah A, trus minta maap.. God would say "Good... Now i have forgiven u.. go back to ur life and dont do it again"

sminggu kmudian kita nglakuin A lagi... back to God again

Maybe we would say, "Goood, o my Father..oops i did it again.. can u forget this second mistakes i ve done... please..."

God replied, "hah? yg mana? u've been washed, now this mistakes i forgive... this is ur first mistake..and now i forgive you.. go back to ur life and dont do it again"

:)

that's How Great our God is..

He has washed our sins upon His cross...

He has paid all (AALLLL) with His own blood...

Ngapain ngrasa brsalah lagi... kalo sbnernya udah dibayar... ngapain bayar lagi... udah lunas kok mau mbayar lagi dgn guilt....

bukan brarti trus bisa seenaknya sndiri "ntar kan dimaapin lagi... kan uda dibayar.. ya aku bikin dosa lagi aaaah"

ibarat kita punya obat yg sangaaaat manjur bisa mnyembuhkan smua luka..Apakah trus kita akan menusukkan pisau ke tangan kita.. toh nantinya bisa disembuhkan aa obat sakti itu.. hahahaha.. the pain is still there... that's the responsibility u have to take.

So...

now i decided...

I will remember it no more

i'll live as a free person

free and worship

:)

GBU

hav a nice monday